Brett, the sad thing about your story is not how close to home that is with nan is, it's more the fact that I already know that is how I will be leaving the world in the many years to come.
It may seem morbid to think that, however from the many years of drugs and alcohol it's amazing how quickly I can forget about every day things (including my own name every now and then).
It's tough, but they were my decisions, and if I had my time again........
I wouldn't change a thing!